Eating skittles and jerkin my mind staring at the self harm webzzzite
thinking about offing myself sooner or later things will change things
will go away things will go away, puke vomit puke puke this shows how
bad things can get bleed bleed soon I will bleed once I regain my time
once I regain my freedom things will stop things will get better once
I grab the blade and cut my skin and pierce my skin and numb my mind
with a cold shot to the head suddenly things will go quiet and I will
calmly crawl all across my brains experiencing every thought like the
first time.
new day new entry new blood new pets pets pet vomit text vomit vomit
text screams into a void the void online website completely messed up
no more my vision is blurry from staring at this screen for too long
or too little whichever option you prefer everything is going down
in history as a mess mess messy this is all wrong this is puke this
is hell not heaven my death is so close and i feel it so close its
hurting me physically death is hurting me physically im telling you,
its close to me and not far from here but really close nearby death
now its a different topic i think my family here and no phone i cant
use my phone after a certain time psychiatrist orders of course sure
ill watch it with you i love you but hey stop it stop making sense
this is meant to be puke not coherent speech here no its not allowed
i'm telling you sorry for puking now we're watching adventure time ! ! !
we are all gonna die and the universe will as well but we dont know
what the universe thinks i think its been dead since day one the ever
expanding mass of the universe no matter no nothing we will die as
well we will and have been dead forever we will just return to the
ground time is meaningless time does not correspond to anything im
scared i will run out of time but when i die and if i die i wont
have to care anymore my body will turn into composted materials and
trees will grow out of my skull, my fertile skull.
(´ཀ`」 ∠)_
